Why I write

For the most basic and cir­cu­lar rea­sons. I write, to write.

A mean­ing­less and obvi­ous answer. But as an answer, it has one qual­i­ty of note: it is true.

But why? What does it mean?

There is some­thing ego­cen­tric in writ­ing.
Pick­ing up a pen and inscribe some words on a page for all time to remem­ber. An impor­tant speech, a total new idea, a nev­er before thought of sto­ry about how a boy meets a girl. As if the words that float through my brain should be of any inter­est to some­one else. The con­fu­sion in my head is often of no inter­est to me. But I write them down some­times any­way.

There is some­thing pow­er­ful in writ­ing.
Who lives, who dies, who was nev­er even born. All of time and space, or the con­tents of a shoe­box. As the writer you have total unques­tioned con­trol over every aspect.

There is some­thing roman­tic in writ­ing.
Or at least about the ‘ide­al’ of writ­ing. Wak­ing up at two in the after­noon, tak­ing your trusty notepad down to the local cafe and drink­ing 4 strong cof­fees as you fill your book with ideas and notes. Spend­ing the sum­mer in the Mediter­ranean to help focus on your next nov­el. Typ­ing a nov­el or 2 every year. Going to late night din­ner par­ties and being gen­er­al­ly fab­u­lous. That’s how it goes right?

There is some­thing excit­ing in writ­ing.
Amaz­ing adven­tures and char­ac­ters you did­n’t even know you had in you. Twists and turns even you weren’t expect­ing. Holes in the plot you hope no one will notice. A sto­ry can take on a life of its own, and all you can do is keep writ­ing to find out how it ends.

There is some­thing hum­ble in writ­ing.
And when it does end, you read back over it and every now and then you are gen­uine­ly impressed with your­self, even though you can’t say that to any­way. Until a few days lat­er, you pick up an old clas­sic writ­ten 200 years ago and realise that your just a mediocre hack. So you go back to your work, get out the red pen and make it even bet­ter.

Ego­cen­tric, pow­er­ful, roman­tic, excit­ing & hum­ble?

I think I might have missed the point of the ques­tion.

Theres is one thing that I know and one thing that I don’t.

I do know that I enjoy­ing writ­ing. And I don’t know why I don’t write more.


Part of my cre­ative writ­ing class. Week­ly Assign­ment 1.