Stop the clock

Things feel different today… I don’t know why, but today it feel like I’m actually getting things done, rather than just coasting like I seem to have been for the past month or so. Things have been a little odd since my Grandmothers funural, not surprisingly, but I don’t think that was the cause of my recent wierdness… just a coincedence… More pressing on my mind lately has been my shockingly bad finnancial situtation. I still seem to be unable to find a good solution. I get the constant feeling that someone is holding me back.