Stop the clock

Things feel dif­fer­ent today…
I don’t know why, but today it feel like I’m actu­al­ly get­ting things done, rather than just coast­ing like I seem to have been for the past month or so.
Things have been a lit­tle odd since my Grand­moth­ers funur­al, not sur­pris­ing­ly, but I don’t think that was the cause of my recent wierd­ness… just a coince­dence…
More press­ing on my mind late­ly has been my shock­ing­ly bad finnan­cial situ­ta­tion. I still seem to be unable to find a good solu­tion. I get the con­stant feel­ing that some­one is hold­ing me back.