Birthdays…

As August draws to a close my birth­day is only about a week away and I can’t help but feel lack­lus­ter and a lit­tle depressed about that. I will be yet anoth­er year old­er, which is the way of the world and not the prob­lem. I find myself feel­ing unsat­is­fied with myself and my actions over the last year, for while get­ting old­er I can not hon­est­ly say I am a year bet­ter than I was.
There was so much I meant to do this year, but did­n’t and I have for the most part no good rea­sons in hind­sight.
I wish I knew how to fix all this.