As August draws to a close my birthday is only about a week away and I can’t help but feel lackluster and a little depressed about that. I will be yet another year older, which is the way of the world and not the problem. I find myself feeling unsatisfied with myself and my actions over the last year, for while getting older I can not honestly say I am a year better than I was. There was so much I meant to do this year, but didn’t and I have for the most part no good reasons in hindsight. I wish I knew how to fix all this.