Why is the gay male always waiting for someone better to come along? What is it that makes him constantly searching even when he is actually with someone decent? Is it a fear of commitment, or the lack of legal recognition of any such commitment. Or is it just “the grass is always greener”? Okay, sure, maybe I’m being too harsh. Maybe its just the boys that I meet that are like this, maybe I just tell myself this so that I don’t have to deal with the alternative that I’m not good enough for anyone to like. The more important question is: am I one of these guys thats always looking for someone better? No answers, only more questions.