Tag: personal

This Is My Life, Rat­ed
Life:	4.4
Mind:	5.8
Body:	4.3
Spir­it:	5.5
Friends/Family:	2.9
Love:	0.8
Finance:	1.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

So I’ve gone up North with Mum, and am now just spend­ing the days lying in the hamock read­ing and writ­ing.
It is tru­ely nice to get away from the big city for a short time.

How is it pos­si­ble?
He offers to go out of his way, buy the thing from me, and make me feel like he is doing me a real­ly big favour, when he real­ly should have picked it up a week ago, I’ve had to pay extra just to get it in for him, and now I’ve got­ta stay back late just to get this all tak­en care of once and for all…
And some­how I still end up feel­ing like I owe HIM one.

So as the year draws quick­ly and rather qui­et­ly to a close I can’t help but reflect on where I was last New Years eve, and all the things that looked rosy and fab­u­lous for the com­ing year, and then I think of just how much of all of that stuff failed, lost loves and friends, things that could of been, but for one rea­son or anoth­er did­n’t turn out the way I would have liked.
While I’m used to things not turn­ing out like I planned, it has in the past been due to a lack of effort on my part, but this year… well I tried, I did my best, and noth­ing.
So things don’t turn out when I try, and things don’t turn out when I don’t… some­one wan­na sug­gest a third option here???

The Dan­te’s Infer­no Test has ban­ished you to the Sev­enth Lev­el of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the lev­els:

Lev­el	Score
Pur­ga­to­ry (Repent­ing Believ­ers)	Very Low
Lev­el 1 — Lim­bo (Vir­tu­ous Non-Believ­ers)	Low
Lev­el 2 (Lust­ful)	High
Lev­el 3 (Glut­to­nous)	High
Lev­el 4 (Prodi­gal and Avari­cious)	Low
Lev­el 5 (Wrath­ful and Gloomy)	Low
Lev­el 6 — The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Lev­el 7 (Vio­lent)	Very High
Lev­el 8- the Male­bolge (Fraud­u­lent, Mali­cious, Pan­der­ers)	Mod­er­ate
Lev­el 9 — Cocy­tus (Treach­er­ous)	High

Take the Dan­te’s Infer­no Hell Test

Dis­or­der	Rat­ing
Para­noid:	Low
Schizoid:	Mod­er­ate
Schizo­typ­al:	Mod­er­ate
Anti­so­cial:	Low
Bor­der­line:	Low
Histri­on­ic:	Low
Nar­cis­sis­tic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Depen­dent:	Mod­er­ate
Obses­sive-Com­pul­sive:	Mod­er­ate
– Per­son­al­i­ty Dis­or­der Test — Take It! –

Well… I thought that sim­ple being on the dole was enough of a degrag­ing and humil­i­at­ing expe­ri­ence… but some­how the Aus­tralian Gov­ern­ment man­aged to make it just that much work. By mak­ing me have to work for the priv­eledge of not earn­ing enough to cov­er the basic bills.
So here I am, using a 250 MHz Pen­tium 2, which is the most usable com­put­er here only because the oth­er here knew what the pass­word to get into this one was, it still has a hab­bit of crash­ing just before i hit ‘save’.
I’m being forced to work on a project that is so far below my skill lev­el its not even com­i­cal, being forced to work with peo­ple that think ‘more gif ani­ma­tions is the way to imporve a web site’, and being forced to grin and bear it. Whilst at the same time being expect­ed to look for a real job, and every­one thinks that I’ll be proud of the work I do here, they actu­al­ly expect I’ll list it on my resume. To my mind it would have much the same effect as list­ing prison time on a resume…
Man… I need a job… any­one wan­na hire a l33t compy guru?